~ Behind Every LOVE..
is a GREAT story!~

I was in my bored state of mind again.. so i went to get my mommy a present for just being my mommy. This year, she's been so into the dancing craze. O.. not like the break dancing or hippy hop (can u imagine my mom doing that.. hehe) but the ballroom, waltz, tango.. etc. So i decided to get her some music so she can bop to. But its kinda embrassing (well to me) to ask the punkish looking guy at HMV "um.. do u know where i can find ballroom dancing music?" Worst is them give u the weird look and contemplating himself where it would be.. hehe. Well, they didnt' have any, but i ended buying Notebook (the movie) since it was on sale.. and it was SO good the first time i watched it! Hence, i went home and started to watching it on my computer. It's really touching. For those who haven't watched it, you should (i wont' tell you to spoil it! - hmmm but skip the rest of this paragraph though). It is hard to grasp the idea that someone can LOVE someone else so much (well on earth i mean). However, it does make my heart sink (in a good way of course) that Noah can love Allie so much that he built her dream house for her even after breaking up and waiting 10 years for her. Also having him read to her their story EVERYDAY because she can't remember anything. I think it would be devastating to forget the ones you love and care so much.. and worst is to have a love one forget about you! Yes, i teared up near the ending (although my brother made me pause it at the MOST sobing part b/c he need the computer)! It made me think.. what IF someone i love forgot about me? Would i have the strength to do what noah did?
Something else i learned from watching this (again) is that love (= passion) does give enormous strength for a person and hence does great things for this world. This year i can honestly say i've meant a lot of passionate people.. and i feel so honored! They not only make me feel so loved (through support and care), but i also set them as my role model and they make me want to strive for more in life.
Tomorrow i'll be doin the 30 hr famine. I have my fingers crossed and please pray because if u know me.. i have a great love for food. I'll update all on my progress!

Luv ya all,
ren ren